haa...
today is my birthday...
Happy birthday to me...

honestly feel that it was so different compare with my last birthday...

the same thing is, im still surrounded by people who loves me and i love them more...

start this month with a car accident was not a good sign, a week after that my uncle went a surgery...with all this things going on in my head, i dont need another thing to think..

but hey, my heart also gives me another things to think...

thank u heart...

my brain and my heart are fully occupied...
until i reach my point when i feel so tired with all of this...
im losing my will to fight... "hampir habis dayaku" ....
im tired convince myself that im going to be ok...
thanks God, Jade can always make me laugh...love u Jade...

and i think now im starting to see the "blessing in disguise" as my sister said...

- now i feel relieve, still empty inside but i know i must 'touch' the pain to heal the pain...ouch...
- my uncle is getting better, love u...
- now i have a job...yipie...even though i dont have any idea about my job, but im on my way to understand it, yeah miller... u got me so confused...
- now i start to 'let myself to be free'

hem and the song of the day will be from mutya buena...real girl...
coz that just who i am...
a real girl, live in a real world, with the plus minus in me...

this is the link from azlyrics : azlyrics.com/lyrics/mutyabuena/realgirl.html

what a nice title, and nice lyric also...
meskipun gw bingung apa hubungannya antara lirik sm judulnya, secara ga di sebut2 tentang 'virgo'...
apa mungkin beyonce zodiaknya virgo ya???
satu hal yang bikin gw sebel adalah susah bener cari lagu ini buat di download, udah gw coba satu2 cara di google, NIHIL!!!
so, if anyone got the song beyonce - gift from virgo, please send the link to me...
thanks...

here's the lyric

lagu yang satu ini gw suka karena judulnya. setiap masuk bulan september gw pasti ganti nick name gw di friendster (secara gw ga punya facebook) jadi septemberCeria...

kalau ada yang tau lagu yang berhubungan sm september atau virgo, kasih tau ya...

nih liriknya,


di pucuk kemarau panjang

yang bersinar menyakitkan

kau datang menghantar

berjuta kesejukan

kasih ..

kau beri udara untuk nafasku

kau beri warna bagi kelabu jiwaku

tatkala butiran hujan

mengusik impian semu

kau hadir di sini

di batas kerinduanku

kasih ..

kau singkap tirai kabut di hatiku

kau isi harapan baru untuk menyongsong

harapan bersama

september ceria .. september ceria ..

september ceria .. september ceria ..

milik kita bersama

ketika rembulan bersinar

di hamparan citra biru

kutatap sebersit isyarat dimatamu

kasih ..

kau sibak sepi di sanubariku

kau bawa dku berani dalam asmara

dan mendamba bahagia

september ceria .. september ceria ..

september ceria .. september ceria ..

milik kita bersama

(courtesy of http://www.iloveblue.com/lirik/lyric_artist_indonesia_barat_bali_song/263.htm)

untuk blog pertama,

perkenalan dulu aja ya..

nama saya adjeng virna, bla...bla...bla...

ok, perkenalan udah..

alasan gw bikin blog ini, karena gw ngerasa ada beberapa lagu yang bener2 'greng' bgt bt jadi soundtrack hidup gw...
berasa gw curhat sm pengarang lagunya trs dia bikin tuh lagu...
jadi gw pengen aja 'mengabadikan' lirik lagunya, sama alasan gw pilih lagu itu..

kalau ada yang baca & ngerasain hal yang sama atau punya nominasi lagu lain, feel free to let me know about it...

=D