to be honest, im in the middle of such a big dilemma..

i need to choose between my head or my heart, since those things are not in the same page for this matter rite now..

my question to myself will be:
do i want to be a head without a heart, or vice versa?

its easy to say, why dont u have both?
the problem is, i can't.

my heart said, "it feels so good when we start out.."
my head said, "get a grip girl!! unless u're dying to cry ur heart out.."

then, its not helping at all when i read about my horoscope from yahoo site.
"Up and down, back and forth, just like a roller coaster. That's what your head and heart will go through today, as your mood swings this way and that."

see, im stuck between the head and the heart.. my head and my heart...

in my past, i surely will follow what my heart said..
but turns out, it can be a big dissapointment..
and when it does, my heart just gonna cry.. and my head will take control to heal it.. with a sentence "told you!"

i dont know.. i dont think im ready to face chances of being hurt or any other consequences..
i cant afford it.. not yet.. not with ur attitude...

sometimes, this uncertainty is killing me..
and i think, i just reached my boiling point..

but still, if only...

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